where are you? 

as i look at you, your eyes are drifting 

hearing shutting 

breath slowing down 

as i start to realize to take in every moment

as i don't know if it will be our last 

i go back and forth if i should crawl into the same bed you reside in 

if i'm ready to go back to when i was young

if i should snuggle by your side as i did when i was younger 

i start to think what will i do when you leave 

what will i do when i can't hear your voice anymore 

your laugh, your giggles, your words, your steps 

what will i do